wtf? it's not even 7am, i'm not working or going to school...and i'm UP!? just felt like getting out of bed for some reason. maybe it's cuz the past 3 day i've had to wake up at this time and drag myself outside to move my car to a legal spot. COME ON DAD, FINISH MY DRIVEWAY PLANS!

oh well...i figure maybe part of the reason it's been so easy for me to get up is that for once in my life the positives finally outweigh the negatives. i mean, i still got a bunch of negatives, from my bike not starting, to still having to drive my janky van to my wisdom teeth coming out sideways, but hey...i have a bike. i got something the moves me around. and not ALL of my teeth are broken. i can at least still eat soup right?

camping plans are looking good for next week too. it'll be nice to go out away from things. then again, i think this morning was the first time i was able to look out from my bedroom window and actually enjoy the view of the lake. most of the time i just bitch about the damn sun getting in my eye.

and now it's friday! it actually seems like two weeks have passed by instead of one since the kids are gone. i've been able to fit in so much into my meaningless life, it's like my glass is now almost half full. what? me optimistic? maybe i tripped and got some memories from this past year knocked out of me. but it is nice to be able to go around and not hate every ghetto fool on the street. my hatred has now once again been confined to just stupid people and horrible drivers.