My Crazy week
Saturday night
oh my...what a week. am i crazy? maybe i am. have you ever wanted something so bad, but you couldn't have it? what if what was keeping you from having it was yourself? it's like there's this delicious bowl of handcut fried noodles with steamed dumplings (former fave food, but i might have to go with crab now...) but you can't have it cuz it's on the other side of the glass window. so impulse would be to smash the window and take it...mmmmMMmmmmm. but instead..i guess it's always good to be smart and just walk AROUND the damn window thru the door. but intelligence has never been one of my better attributes...

Sunday – wow…I now love crab. For those who know me and my odd eating habits…yes, I will now eat crab. And for good reason =)

Tuesday – a perfect day…a not so perfect ending. Took mega around on the motorcycle, thru SF, golden grate bridge, stop at stinson, amazing sunset off of mt. Tam. But no matter how perfect that was, I’d take it all back if I could erase my brief moment of stupidity. I crashed my bike. Went too fast on a turn. Worst thing is, I got mega hurt. I don’t know how I can describe that feeling. I’ve never really been scared for anything, until right then. I’ve never realized how STUPID I was..sigh… talk about life changing moments.

So the past few days I’ve been trying my best to help mega out, although nothing I do can ever make up for this. Heck…even in her condition, she’s helping me dress me own bandages. And she has an arm in a cast too. Why is she so good to me? Haha..my friends wonder the same thing.

So this weekend I’m gonna try to go down to LA and visit Em and J. maybe I’ll even see lenka and jerry, haven’t seen them in a while. It’ll be nice. Maybe small dinner with the sisters on Saturday, and bbq with everyone on Sunday? Drive back up Monday, and we’ll be all good