in class today we're reviewing blood and the cardiovascular system. one kid asks about viagra. then another goes "Mr. Leung, can your penis get too hard?" so images of popping penises pop into their mind. another asks "is it true that your penis is harder when you're with a woman than when you masturbate"
sigh..the answers i have to come up with...i told them it depends on how good of a masturbator you are and how hot your woman is. i think they were satisfied with that answer...
on another note...instead of salsa dancing i went to thalassa and shot some pool with percy and luce. i wish i could get drunk. my damn stomach tolerance is too low. and i remember too much. i can never get more than a buzz and a little tipsy... oh well..maybe it's time to do some more fun stuff...
so now my bubble really is busted. sigh...i dunno..maybe i was living in denial the past week or so. i mean, i could see some of this coming, but i was on top of the world. i could handle everything. i had my social life in order. a view of my future and a path to take.
and so today, they finally had a meeting with all the new teachers. we've been laid off for now. some of us might get rehired. not enough enrollment for next year. =(
and what really sucks is that the other first year teachers are pretty damn good. we've all had excellent reviews, we've helped changed the faculty dynamics so that it's actually FUN to hang out in the faculty room. we're all well liked. and we're all let go.
and afterwards, we get out and we have to attend our own department meetings to help decide which kids get in to what classes next year. kind of a weird feeling..don't care so much when you might not be teaching at the school.
dude, if i weren't getting so fat already, i'd just pig out on cookies and ice cream at home. and some shepperd's pie. ooh..and some fish sticks. damnit....why does fucking lipo have to cost so much?
well..there's always my bike. i'll make sure i get some good gear before i do some serious riding. have to make sure i can get back on the bike if i crash..
k..time to walk to bart....peace all
Tuesday, March 30, 2004
yea! so i'm earning another extra 25 bucks by just sitting in this room and making sure none of the kids get me in trouble. i love substituting. 40 minutes of boredom. only i get paid extra for it. so i'm basically getting paid to write in my blog. sweet.....
so yesterday i finally got back onto the volleyball court. it's been over 3 weeks i think. i've forgotten how much i missed playing. i was having a lot of fun. it's even more amazing that i didn't even think about it that much the past few weeks. cuz i just had other things on my mind ;)
so i finally decided NOT to test for sure this spring. even if i heal enough, i think i'd rather spend my spare evenings playing volleyball or just going out. testing can wait till summer...
i've also been tempted to get into racing lately with my motorcycle. i need to take a racing class and get some serious gear. stupid laws. it's my own damn safety ya know? i'm not gonna hurt anyone else by racing thru traffic...sigh....